Dear Daughter of Almighty God
Colossians 1:9 (ESV)
9 And so, from the day we heard, we have not ceased to pray for you, asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding,
God is beyond our understanding, should we then not try? When we read the Word of God we can get understanding. We will not understand everything as it will take eternity to understand God.
We need to trust God and have faith in God, just believe and when we are ready to understand God will show us. God can only show us if we are talking, listening to Him and reading His Word, we will not get understanding by watching TV.
When we seek God He will allow us to find Him. When we seek to understand God He will give us understanding, even when we do not understand straight away just trust in God.
Have peace even when you do not understand.
Your loving sister Amanda